Cold!!

Just when I think, I've found a groove to conquer my day, slam bam wham! All goes out the window.

Actually two things happened, I was hurt and I'll be dismally doing what I hired help for.

i hired a lady to clean my home, the last she was here, i was so preoccupied with planning my sons b'day, i didnt get to talk much with her. She assumed i was giving her the cold shoulder for not acknowledging her work. So she texts me to say, she took on more work since she started working at my place and wont be coming to my home. huh!!!!

I'm hurt, not because she quit on my, but she texted to quit on me. REally...is that all that is worth. People have no guts to face up.

I'm hurt because, in my years of life on this planet, I still can't grasp how people can be cold as a cube and cut the cord of connections. It just simply baffles me.

No word, no personal touch, just a cold text or worse yet just puffing off in air.

Wanting to be a better person I know of self, I thanked her for coming to help me out when i needed the most, which I clearly should not even have and wished her best.

Once again I was a victim of such cold attitude that it figuratively fucked up my day.




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