Brighter morning

After baring my heart on blogosphere, and listening to kishore da's songs which transcended me to my college days and my light hearted days, i started to feel better. I'm going to take good out of this experience, i forced myself to let taran grow a bit on his own, trusted him to have a piece of his own world; met some amazing people (atleast they seemed like it), made me realize i have it in me to be more of myself, i'm a mom, a wife, a friend, a person on my own, it seemed far stretched at one point of motherhood, but now, i feel more of well rounded than before. Thanks to the world that never ceases to throw new experiences ur way. Thank you world, thank you god!

My short time

i know soon i'll get over it by the end of next week or so. But i'm really going through a roller coater of emotions, all at the same time. i recount the things that happened there, the people i met, the work that was going on, the funny incidents, my break time, being close to KOP, everything that lead to that friday morning. A fusion of anger, despair, lost, blankness, numbness, whats and whys ? is what i'm going through right now. For some insane reason, i thought i was done (for now) with my share of bad ripples. But apparently not!

My spirit is down more so because i'm hitting a wall with my son. He's decided not to eat for the past week and that run is still going on. Maybe i wish for him to rebound to my changes and just go back to how he and i were before the insanity of going to school, work etc have started. It feels so chaotic and i feel like i'm caught in the whirlwind. My huge concern is his eating. if he ate well, and was his usual, i would have boomeranged smoothly without as much brouhaha.

Yeh jeevan hai...