Just let it be...alright

People around me randomly remind me of what kinda person i was before...and i'm like jeez, i cant seem to get hang of her, so you just might have to deal with what you have right now. But anyway, jyo at the party asks us over for chai at her place, which as usual i refuse saying it's late for taran's nap, will cut too close for his evening shower and dinner time, all the time scrunching my brows with a futile smile and she's like linku i cant beleive you've become this responsible, you werent like this before.... uff the R word again, it keeps getting thrown into my face so frequently, now that i've started to hate that word. Really, i mean c'mon, just because i have the personality to bounce and jump at the opportunity to have little fun, doesnt mean i cant pull it off being a responsible one once in a while. They dont get it, shushh her.

It's one of those knots in the heart days, i wish it was dark and dark outside and i wish i didnt have to talk to anyone and just watch into the lake and listen to music and maybe watch "my cousin vinny", "analyze this", episodes of friends, sienfeld, SVU, pride and prejudice, aww the best of all, non-stop reruns of "Ramsay's kitchen nightmares". Just a day of blankness would be good. I wish i had the courage of that guy in "Into the wild" movie, i just love that movie.

I have reminders all over my palm, little bit of it is imprinted on what i hold and a bit of it is faded, so is this to remind me that i shouldnt be reminded of. F*** this Crap.

Huh...thre u go, all better. If it wasnt for u my blog, i'd be so lost.

Lunoo doll, is now bugging me with her rough draft of my story, and calls me sluggish and whatnot for not keeping up with her time line.

So the story is lunoo about 3 friends, Alec, Troy and Nick.

they are friends at a store, they are displayed together, one is a laptop, the other is a Iphone and the last one is a one of those tv's u hang on the wall, lcd, hd whatever that stuff is. And finally a boy who visits the store, or how abt this, they are not at store, they are all at the boys home. first line....when u read this, call me and lemme know ok. bummer.

What song can i whip up for u dolly blog ...lemme think, i'm on this one now:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9uO1lINyDQ&feature=related

Should i or shouldnt I ????

 
 

Came across these pics online....and i thought of two moments when i used curse words and it hurt my people. Of late, I've been reminded of my unladylike curse words. I mean really, people have bad moods, bad days, bad crappy whatever's and it's tough to be ladylike in those situations. I dont scream it at the top of my head, i dont go overboard with it, i just give dashes here and there to put the darn point across. But anyway, i thought the pics conveyed what i wanted to say in a better way.

Coming to surprises, Taran and i surprised his "teach's" with a bunch of Panera bread bagels and my fave asiago's. yumm...they totally loved it. I hope he doesnt give his funny smiles for his picture day.

i tried, didnt go through, so i think it's a sign. naah...

What a free one!

In all fairness, my life is consorted of ironic and hilarious moments. Now i know why my dad wrote in his letter to mom why he missed me and my humor while i was gone to madras. Beats me....

the guy at the sunoco, who was totally cracking me up, asked me that while iwas just sitting there doing nothing, maybe i should help him clean up the place, and i told him, u know what that i so true, tell me how can i help you, maybe if i drink a pop here, eat some cheetos, and just trash a little bit here and there. thats it, the rest of the crew just started laughing thier hearts out, they and i just hit it off. Then comes the other white guy, telling me how my car failed the inspection, i was bummed, not really, i knew it was coming, but still i thought there was some hope. anyway, as we were making plans about how i should come back later and all that, the funny guy, said you know, i wont charge you for the emission and inspection. Whenever you come back we'll decide.

WOW! All the inspecting and all that for free, for me, for my rocky! My rocky rocked and failed, stupid idiot duffer. Have to let it get done whatever needs to be done. The tire plus guy, wants me to shell over 1500, no way....

On another note, my mom forgot to tell me that "Bharago" uncle passed away....she had a dream about him and my dad. She tells me "i dont know why he was in my dream". Ha ha ha...she's so funny, i told her it's ok, no harm done there. It was only becoz you have seen dad nad him so upclose, done so much for them while they had thier literary discussions, he practically lived with us in hyde, so it's ok. But i really wish i was there with her for mom's day. I love you mamma. I missed you badly, very very badly. I need some of those pain killers maan...it's killing me.