Rush Rush rush

I love the pulse of a consultant's life at work. Plug in, plug out, presentations, convince people, lots of faces, many intros, few of them retain and some dont, manage stuff through elevators and across rooms like you have 4 hands. Just pray darling you dont drop stuff, was funny when Kurt said, arent women supposed to be logical, across the floor i said, wait, arent men supposed to help women. Ofcourse, cute interns to field and train. for some i'm also the girl in teal sweater on first day, i only thanked wardrobe gods, that i chose the teal one on a rainy morning, it's one heck of a  teal cardigan guys, not sweater.

This am after putting zillion things in order for T to go to school, i rush thinking i might beat the traffic, it's a vile hope but i'm optimisitic. Though i could have made it in time, i didnt. I decided to stop by to buy a card, flowers and a gift card for my friend. It's R's b'day, since she and i are working together on this project, i thought i'll surprise her. I'm glad i did, apparently her dad forgot to wish her, and her husband never buys her flowers so she was flattered and loved it. I'm glad i made someone's day : ) I wish i had a friend like me, wait can i be my own friend?? No, I have my dolls and i'm good there.

Rushed on my way back, T dumma marofied school, played with daddy all day. V dropped him at Martha's and left to play racquetball, though i didnt mind, i wondered would i have done that. I let him off the hook, coz, he's been stepping up really well. Anyhow, by the time i went to pick T, he was playing with thier dog, Martha was complimenting me on how well behaved he was and all. I was so proud of him. Meri jaan, my love, come here....shona. Everytime i'm at thier plce, maya her daughter, just squeals with laughter and runs.

V at work now, i woke up after 4 hrs of nap and doing this with you. T misses me, i think, these days he gently slips my palm under his face, i just love it. He was all, mamma, i missed you, i loved you, i want to kiss you...mera raja beta!

I like being back at work, i was telling V how i felt last time with dad not around and separation anxiety with T, stuff with my sister, what a mess i was, i cant beleive it, i'd cry going to work, i just....never mind lets not go there... so he says if i ever feel like not doing it, i dont have to, its uber darling of him to say that, but my circle of life is giving me the strength to look ahead.

I sorely missed you, i'd think of million ways to sneak to you, but just couldnt.

Here's some for you, it's friday nite, lets rock this place up, Ek Nazar and If we ever meet again