(isnt my title a total oxymoron)
Kal kuch aisa tha...
mein aur meri thanhayi takkrathe gaye....
you know how when the world feels like it's conspiring against you, everything is in its place, but just something isnt just right, just not right enough, like the world is not aligned, like something is angry with/ at you....the pain in ur neck just keeps shooting as reminder to urge yourself to find out what it is...is it me, is it you, is it the life, is it the ....it's just is.
The illusion comes and goes, starts slowly to fade away, you want to hang on to it, it bids adieu, it rushes back, it grabs and yet uncoils away, its nothing you can run away from, but everything you want to get back to.
For all the dreams, trials, tribulations, smiles, tears, sadness and sweetness....i need you, the "just not rightness" keeps me going, keeps us all going....wanting to find it. When you do find it, the rest is bliss, the rest is a curse, the rest is love, the rest is what you want it to be, you wished and cant beleive its there...
Ek pal aapke saath,
Ek umre hamarey saath...
ek ehsaas appke saath,
ek khaaq hamarey saath...
ek umeed aapke saath,
ek hasrath humarey saath...
ek hal aapke saath,
ek takleef hamarey saath...
ek raasta aapke saath,
ek kona hamarey saath...
ek salaam aapke saath,
ek ruksat hamarey saath...
Taran's unruly behaviour got the worst of me today, i pulled over and gave him my piece of mind, he cried, i put the volume up on the radio, he fell asleep...we both drove back home. Sorry bacchey, but i will not accept your "attitude"! Dont try it with me...ok, good so we are even then. I know we'll get there one day, until then we just have to deal with eachother.
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