SOS please someone rescue me.

Watched kites last night...i liked it, Vamsi didnt, but then i'm a sucker for romantic movies, sucker for dance moves. "Dil kyun ye mera shor kare"

right about now, i feel like a ipod ad, like you are walking quietly but your shadow is doing a complete different dance to a different tune. I'm walking, wandering, but my life within is doing it's own thing. It's own dance, the knot keeps coming and this time it feels like a tight squeeze of my heart, my throat. A sensation in my chest that is fast evaporating and yet still damp wet.

I'm so childish, i'm so grown up, i'm so mature and yet i'm beyond my zidd. How do you balance it all, how does anyone deal with someone like me????

Just got off watching this show, this guy says...you know you are in love, when you can share utter silence with that one person, when you WANT TO share that silence. But then another one says follow your heart. I think it is when you know a piece of you is ....how do you say it. never mind, some other time.

Just penning all this down is making my knot unknot itself. While putting my baby's clothes in the laundry, i got a whiff of my perfume on one of his tee's, for some reason it made me smile.

How come people in different parts of the world feel and go thru different things and yet, when you strike a conversation with a stranger, it feels like you all are going thru same lanes of life. The power of life is so forceful, so captive. C'est la vie...mon amour.