Give me some sunshine...give me some rain...na na na

After i drop my son at his school, i head to dunkin's for my leisurely bfast, but this time the girl offered me free hash browns...i really like thier hash browns, ...thank you stranger !

There is someone i really need to talk to, but the prob is that person is not the easy kind to talk to. I imagine this talk going very roughly, but i have had this conversation abt zillion times in my head and every time it doesnt end well, no matter how i replay it, it just doenst end right. But some relationships are so hard to continue and yet not easy to walk off from.

i just miss my dad, i wish he'd guide me, this is one way how he'd want us to grow up, i guess. I have to, i will. Watching Silsila y'day, amitji says "baath ko taal ne se, baath suljh thi nahi hai"....just that alone, puts me in center of a lot of things, i've chosen to ignore and how they are come back to question me and my integrity in the midst of my darkness. Yet, for the sake of sanity, or maybe for the fear of actually having to live through the moments, i'm choosing to let it be. Maybe that's how life passes by you, when you choose not to live the rough times.

What is, is...and what will be, will be....I'm only a small dot in the puzzle. Troy Dunn said...you cant have peace, if you dont have all the pieces. I'll just to settle with yearning for that peace.

Thank you blog...