Life (shit) happens when u r making plans

It's been two years to this post . As i was reading that post, i could remember each one of those incidents. towards the end i said life's situations evolve us and throws a new personlaity fit at us.

last year was a complete overhual for me. It's funny how atleast few peopl ei know, including me, take so much from watching movies. y'day was a perfect sunday with a notch, kids napping, guys at movies, just me and her, watching a terrific movie. I saw "Revolutionary road", it summed up a lot of what i feel, my life sans affairs. But why is there so much pain in the world and beauty at the same time.

Two maybe three years ago, my dad asked me what would you do, if i was gone. first i got very upset that he said something like that. for me him adn my mom are perenial. Being close to death was not going to happen in mylife, no sir, not to my family members and then last year happened. since that day i always thought, i'd never see the light of the next day if my dad was to go. and now every day seems so hurtful and doesnt seem right that i'm breathing and alive. i'm not crying for help, dear freinds. as we were driving to nj, with my son fast asleep in the car seat, and Vamsi driving, with my sister's sms in the phone, my heart just took aplunge. i was shaken, i only was hearing his voice as the highway was swooshing past me in grey. i was only seeing his smiling face, and my heart was swelling with love and sadnees that tore me apart. Sunita noticed, and offered me a cuppa chai...i'm also glad my friend, madhu is in town or atleast in another state.