Does it mean anything that twice within a time of 10 days you get a pang of strong feeling that you are not doing what you have always wanted to. Though you don’t know what exactly is it. But the people you are working with, the “mahol”, the pettiness in the rat race and everything just doesn’t seem to click and you are standing there alone in this huge room looking from up above at yourself from a third person’s view and see your thoughts fly, your shadow running away and a meaningless sigh depicts many burning illustrations.
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Just remember this feeling will never go away. If it goes away, then you are doing something wrong and you are not part of the civilization. Life should never be at a stand still. You should always be wondering "is this it?". Well it at least is for me. Maybe I am just ranting.
looks like your intellectual self is trying to attain a higher state by self actualisation... not long before youe intellectual self would transfer into spiritual self and soar in the sky... :))
Everybody who is "alive" and still kicking in there would do this kind of introspection...
Hi Zaks,
It's not so much about sand still, but are we at peace with the commotion we have created for ourselves...hold on i thought u always rant, either way it's welcome.
Hi Mads,
Maybe we should go beyond the introspection and gain "self-realization", i dont know what that means but hey i guess i'll find out sometime.
: )
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